As My Heart Cries
Project statement
As My Heart Cries is based on feelings of frustration about life and everything in it as well as the underlying symptoms of depression. The body of work intends to voice the frustrations, confusions, love or hate, pain, depression and emotions that the artist has.
It was a way of venting about how I really feel, the loneliness I constantly feel, the lack of affection that falls on me every night, the pain I suffer from, the anger I feel at times that makes me feel like I am crazy, the affection I am longing but never seem to get.
As my heart cries
You can cry in many ways
Silently in pain
But violently you feel a wave
Of sadness in a haze.
You try to hide the tears but they keep procreating
Eyes your playground the emotions still at play
You see a smile so try to keep it at bay
Accommodating people you don’t see everyday
Wondering why I don’t just cry anyway
Instead of waiting for a time when you’re alone in that state
You can cry in many ways
Silently in pain
But violently you feel a wave
Of sadness in a haze.